Beyond False Human love, Exists the Truth of Divine Love
For the times I hurt, for the times I cry, for the times I see only despair inside,
For the times of joy for the times of fear for the times I keep only the negative near,
For the times of love for the times of bliss, for the times I feel beyond the eternal kiss,
For in these times I see the truth: it's time to find the lesson in the renewed.
In truth, I remember and I see:
You are another facet of me.
In this remembrance I let it be,
For I chose to love myself unconditionally. ~ Angie Mammoliti
Behold, love does exist beyond the minds beliefs of restrictions, constrictions and limitations. We all posses this ability to see beyond societal declarations of false romantic love. We all posses the capability to be this truth when we look within and remember who we are at a soul level, light. This light is what we are and who we are. We tend to forget this as we get caught up in daily routines, as we become hardened by life and as we get lost in the mind chatter. Free yourself from who you think you are and be reborn to who you know yourself to always be. This 'love', that silly romantic songs and movies speak of, is a false projection from the matrix, created to further enslave people into the illusions of this reality. This 'love' is conditional and separates us from our true nature which is unconditional. 'Romantic love' is an illusion for it sets up expectations and conditions. This is not who we are. Be what few dare to re remember, but who we all are the soul level. Be that love for all regardless who you think they are, for that is an illusion as well. Strip down their personality and ego and see them for who they really are: the love that you give freely. So, love like we you are free from these shackles. Be that unconditional loving essence of our origin. Be the catalyst in another's life. Be the illuminating force of assistance that guides others. Be true love of the undying you that exists beyond this existence.
As you love unconditionally, expect to get back conditions from others. Many have not de-programmed themselves from their belief systems of separation and guarding. The key is not to let it harden you, not to judge the situation, and see all as an experience. It is an example of growth, and the soul smiles when you love divinely, and when you open up to the vulnerability that is you. In the meantime, enjoy the truth of this love that comes from being awake. Do not remain angered at those who provide flighty human love, for that comes from an asleep state. We will all awaken eventually. Love without conditions while the world awakens from their slumber.
~ Angie Mammoliti
Love, Thy Will Be Done
Divine Love, shining from the overflowing abode of the now, activated when we can silence the mind of its judgement. It shines when we see that this light arises from the darkest depths. The senses form an activation merkaba of light that guides one to sense this universal love. This unconditional love is who we really are, it is us in our true nature. This love I speak of is in truth, not the false societal love based on conditions and time based. This unconditional love resides in all, and arises once we can ease into this feeling. It may come suddenly or it may be felt in increments. Either way, we can tap into it.
Love comes from the inner kingdom. Why look outwards for what abides in you? You cannot find what you are. You may find others that remind you of unconditional love, however do not seek what arises already within. It is here, in you. Be love and you will see it in others. What do you feel? Feel that. What do you see? See that but remember, our eyes limit our perception with the distortion of our preconceived notions and experiences.
Look closer, what do you see past your judgements? Now, love that.
See past the illusions that most perceive as reality. It's comical that people live out their lives on a movie set, that they do not even know they are on. They believe they are the meat suits they walk around in, judging and 'loving' one another based on this fictitious love. That is not love. It's a movie script, a memorized mechanical I love you, written by the programmers, the writers. It is not written by the real you, the soul behind the actor. Your soul knows how to love unconditionally, that is its true essence, beyond all the programming of this world. We can reawaken this ability once we primarily realize that most of the time we love with conditions. This is the false love of separation that we have been programmed to believe is real love.
That is the first step, realizing that we love with conditions. Then, we can desire with every burning flame in our body, to love unconditionally. Once the desire has been made conscious, go out and love without conditions. Scary isn't it? Why is it scary? Because many people love with conditions, and may not receive and respond the same way with their perception of love. So what? Do it anyway! The sheer fact of holding back because you may not get the same love in return IS a condition. Love with all your heart and who will respond in the same way will. That is not for you to become preoccupied with. You can only change yourself. Others will change once your change is made. If their soul aligns on your path, they too will change to match your frequency. Remember that inner place of peace where unconditional love is, and feel that. Be that. Send it out in blasts to others. They will feel it energetically. It is not your imagination. It works. And hey, remember that button pusher, the one that gets you rilled up at the thought of them? Send those heart vibrations and love to them. You will begin to heal that wound with the love that unites us all. After all, it was in unconditional love that the soul agreement between you and the button pusher was forged in. Remember this truth and watch your reality transmute.
Sit still and see if you feel the love of our true nature.
If not, relax into the now and release what no longer serves.
What are you holding onto? Let go.
What insults your soul? Walk away.
Love it all but release it.
Now what's left? Love that NOW!
~ Angie Mammoliti
The World is Chaotic: Peace, Love and Truth are the Antibiotics
Looking at the world, the apparent sickness is psychotic.
Some refute that change is needed, they are robotic.
Believing illusions are truths, falling under the hypnotic.
They live without questioning, it's so chaotic.
Not seeing past appearances, the truth of semiotics.
Giving their power away to the rulers, the despotic.
They believe their country defines them, being patriotic.
You show them the illusions of the world, the idiotic.
That the true essence of who we really are is symbiotic.
Our beingness is fluidity, flowing in the aquatic.
The sleepers call the awake dreamers, that we are quixotic.
Press on, for love, peace and truth are the true antibiotics.
The Real Me/We
When that night comes in which I fully listen to my soul,
on the day, I will be back home. ~ Angie Mammoliti
The truth was blinded, now I see,
All there is lies inside of me.
In days that were shadowed in dark,
There still lived a glistening spark.
Reminding me of the truth so profound:
No need to seek, for I am found.
We live thinking the I is the real you.
We are programmed to see these lies as true.
Then the mirror reflects the fragmented self.
When we react, not placing ego on the shelf.
Reflection of a personality, not the real being.
The isness, the totality of me, now I'm seeing.
For now I look in the mirror, what do I see?
My essence, my soul, looking back at me.
The windows have been cleansed,
We can see within the soul.
For when we really look into the eyes of the other,
We can view life from their souls perspective.
Only then can we feel what they feel.
Only then can we understand them through compassion.
For we all hurt, we all fall, we all need help.
Have you ever looked into the eyes of the other and saw your refelction in their iris?
Now look deeper into their eyes. You will find you in their soul.
~ Angie Mammoliti
Peace, Free of Beliefs, Is Our Natural State
Have the mind to open up your heart,
Have the heart to open up your mind,
The choice is to either stay blind, or be the truth and redefine.
Who are you? You are a limitless soul. It is our mind that wants to chain us to restrictions of belief systems, to define us by our 'roles.' You are not your religion, your tradition, your culture. This is not what defines you. It separates you. These roles were purposely created by the elite to cause a feeling of separation from one another so people could be blinded to the nature of our reality. At a soul level, we are limitless potential, limitless love. It is our mind that believes we are these roles that we were indoctrinated since birth. Many do not question these roles, and continue life as such. They further this reality by programming their children with the same restrictive beliefs. To awaken from this dream, see the truth, the key is in our own hands. It is the key to liberate us from these control systems. No one can free your mind but you. Take the key and unlock yourself from the shackles of doctrine. We have been slaves for far too long. Fly with the truth...you are a supreme being of love. It's time we all started to awaken to this truth. We are limitless love. It's time we started acting it.
Truth doesn't preach nor does it try to enforce its will on people. Truth does not assume to know what the role of any one soul is nor assume where they are on the path. It is not a belief system passed down from others through scriptures, opinions, and gurus. Truth is simply the truth. It's experienced through heart resonance, through ego-less experience. It's the soul speaking to you saying quietly, "Hey you remembered, thanks."
Peace and love is our natural state, it is us at our true form. Anger and hate comes from conditions of the outer, created for us to feel within. This is our deception, this is the lie. We can awaken to the truth once we detach from the belief that is who we are. Who are we? Ask that and listen to the answer. Do you hear peace? That is it. We are peace. How beautiful is it to know we are peace? So often we feel the opposite. The true intention of the systems do not want us to feel that peace. We have been programed by society to silence the peace, to always listen to the noise: the inner mind chatter or the noise of outer distraction. To be truly awake, is to deprogram yourself from these belief systems. To be truly 'awake' is to remember this truth and come from a heart centered state, not an ego centered need to prove yourself. In the truth, we are peace.
Be peace. Be love. Go and allow that to permeate the planet.
~ Angie Mammoliti
Resist What is, or Accept the Now and Persist
The peace within is expanding, the truth is revealing, the fear is minimizing and the perspective has been shifted. ~ Angie Mammoliti
You may look back at the past and see the shadows of regrets and fears. You do not exist there so, move beyond that moment. It was a time when consciousness was different, a time where the past kept repeating itself like the movie, "ground hog day." It was a time in which fears occupied the mind with its delusions and preoccupations. Why relive those moments like a repeated looped scene from a movie? You have moved beyond those delusions and live in the now, the present. Why carry the baggage of the past and make that your present in the present? Give the present your own present of your presence, your full attention. Make it your mantra to be an ever changing you and grow from the past. Do not remain stagnant from the mold of the memories. Flourish in your essence in this moment. You can't help but grow, so might as well learn from life's lessons, instead of repeating them and making the, "why me?" attitude your soundtrack.
The fire is inside waiting to emit the light. It burns to release all that is held within. It lights the way for the darkness to dissipate. The fire keeps the flame in motion, the flicker and the wick react to the subtle winds. These winds bring change and the air breaths fluidity. With each inhale we are made anew. The light is guiding us into the realm of movement, the realm of creation. The flame creates the change that transmutes the match from a stagnant object, to a fire. We are this wick, burning with our essence. We are the light that transmutes us from a stagnant match to a lit wick. The love that guides us is the passion that burns bright. Be the fire and blaze ahead with your light.
Live as if it is the night of the righteous, the dawn of the enlightened, the summer of the sun dance kisses, singing in the moonlight.
It’s the sun break beyond the dark night of the soul, the rays have shone on the truth: change is now. The shift is occuring now. There is no need to wait.
~ Angie Mammoliti
Some Are Intimidated by Your Light
Some feel threatened by your light and they feel cast in your shadow. They may respond to this by attacking you or retracting from you. It is your response to this that is the key in moving forward. Do you play small in order to maintain this relation to this individual? Or do you stay authentic to the real you and blast light ahead anyway? It is their 'stuff', their insecurities that create this retraction. The truth is found in your response of loving acceptance to what is, not to what you wish were. The powerlessness they may feel is their own soul agreement and by you being true to your beingness, you are assisting them by continuing to be you. If you feel compelled to share truth and be unconditionally loving in a world where few around you may be doing the same, that is when it is important to shine even brighter. You are being guided to be authentic, even when those around you have forgotten we really are this truth. They may have bought into this 3D reality, and they get caught up in the doing, living from a mind centred state instead of a heart centred way of being. That is fine, that is their choice. Stay true to the brilliance of authenticity and be you, regardless if you feel like the lone wolf. Soon enough the light will shine forth and the other wolves in your wolf pack will find you. Let live and let be those that feel threatened by your light, for their powerlessness they feel is their soul lesson. You came here to lead, so be grand in this light. Play big, do not stay small and shine on, regardless who is threatened by their self created shadowed state.
My Personal Experience of Unconditional Love
"As I watched the sunrise over the ocean, I could hear nature's lullaby.
I was reminded of how our love will return a new, to rise again in this spectacular bright light.
The thought of you brought feelings of the melody, as it sang for you.
In fond anticipation of the day your presence unites our hearts in song." ~ Angie Mammoliti
I have recently experienced something that has been one of the hardest lessons I have endured....the true meaning of unconditional love. I have met a person who I felt a very strong connection to. The pull is magnetic, and the feeling of magic is felt when I am around them. Soon after meeting them, messages of past lives with him came pouring in. I would receive messages regarding him in this lifetime and from past ones that we shared. The feelings were so intense and something I had never experienced before. At first, as many clairvoyants experience, I questioned the validity from these messages. It seemed the more I questioned, the more signs and messages I would receive. The messages became so loud, even my judgemental mind could not ignore them. The feelings expanded to encompass a love of genuine nature...an unconditional love for him.
Soon after these feelings and messages came pouring in, he began to distance himself. He then verbally told me that he needed space to go through something in his life that needed his attention and that we would have to be on pause while he experienced his life and sorted out what he felt was important to. I was initially very confused as to what was playing out. Why was this happening all of the sudden, especially at time where I felt the connection becoming stronger between us? How could he bail on us? What proceeded was some of the most deafening silence I have ever been through. I did not hear from him for several months. During that period, a whole slue of emotions and thoughts were felt. I questioned him, I questioned myself, and I questioned what we had. I thought to myself that he didn't care, for if he did I would hear from him.
What is unconditional love? It is often stated but how often is it really understood and felt? Unconditional love is the ability to love the other for the sheer fact of their existence, to love the other as the self, and to see the all in the other.
This love is universal and also applied to the individual once it is understood truly. This can be applied once we let go of the barriers of what we think should be and accept what it...the isness of the individual, the is of the situation. How can one tap into this love? Feel with every fibre of the being...whom and what you truly are...sit with it and feel it in all intensities. Grow to love that you that is the real you...your soul. Once you have an appreciation for the magnificence that is you, you are able to see that brilliance in others.
The preceding months are best described as torture, from the minds perspective. I felt the spectrum of emotions between unconditional love and egoistic emotions of the mind, like anger and hurt. These feelings were magnified for I am an empath as well, which means I ‘feel’ others emotions. There were days that I would feel absolutely fine and all of a sudden a wave of sadness would hit me. I recognized right away that it was not mine; I could energetically feel it was coming from another source. Then I would intuitively feel and see him in my minds eye, I was feeling his pain that he was feeling in that moment. These feelings would sadden me for not only was I ‘feeling bad’ that he was in pain, this pain would remind me of our connection and how we weren’t together. I felt if I was drowning in a bewildering stew of emotions and torture. I thought if this is unconditional love, you can have it, who in the right mind would want this? (Haha) I laugh lovingly at myself because I understand now it is not about ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ and its not about the mind…It’s a neutral peaceful state of unconditional love that is felt in the soul. It’s a love that even as I write these words brings me to tears for to feel it is a blessing. It is a genuine love that transcends this earthy plane for it is divine. It is us in our true nature. It is LOVE free of judgements, belief systems and attachments.
My heart had been guarded for years, protected behind a thick brick wall that I forged brick by brick. I suffered greatly through many incidents of pain, (From a minds perspective for all is an experience and the soul knows this truth). I thought in order to ‘protect myself’ I needed to block out love, keep everyone at a safe distance for, "Hey, if they get to close they are just going to hurt me like 'so and so'." I did what I thought was best for me at the time, and I apply no judgement to it for it was the consciousness I was playing with at the time. I played this tune like a victim soundtrack. I played this tune until I became that song. I hardened myself and became this role. I mistakenly thought this persona, this personality was the real me because all I knew was my experiences. I bought into the misguided belief that the experiences were who I actually was. I thought I was Angie: the strong, the one that didn’t allow men to hurt me. I dated, I had relationships and I had fun, however I was interacting from a guarded state. I now see that I was ‘being careful’ and not just BEING. I was allowing my past perceived hurts to dictate and interfere with my natural state of BEINGNESS in the present.
Fast forward to the recent present...this experience with this man has taught me the truth...to BE, we must remove these heart walls. We must be vulnerable, we must be naked to the truth...we are love. This truth originally terrified me. “You mean I am going to be vulnerable??? No thanks, I’ll play it safe behind my comfy wall of bricks,” said my ego. This is where being stubborn is a great trait, I refused to be guarded anymore and I decided to love him unconditionally, no matter what the conditions appeared to be, no matter if he was in my life or not, no matter if he was what I perceived ‘hurting’ me. I blasted my light and love on each brick until I could feel the fire that burns within my soul starting to melt one brick at a time.
So I'm unconditionally loving now…pack a suitcase because I have ascended into enlightenment right? Haha once again! For to unconditionally love as a human is a process. What proceeded was a journey I describe as a battle between my ego and my higher self. When I was centred, in my natural state and able to BE in that feeling of unconditional love, I was able to know the truth: That unconditional love was who we are and was something that through his beingness, he blessed me with his gift. I was loving him beyond all human conditions: beyond who I thought he was to me, beyond expectations of how I thought this relationship should look like (this was a good day…my higher self winning day) Then there were days where my ego would rage on, "How could he have abandoned me? He doesn’t deserve your love, he doesn’t even care about you. Angie you are delusional...it’s DONE!” When I think of that word ‘done’ I laugh. What does ‘done’ even mean in our natural state of unconditional love? For to truly love, it is never done for love is an eternal beingness that no matter what conditions play out in a relationship, it is never done. We are connected by a bond that is timeless. When I would throw up my hands in an attempt to give up on him and state “I'm Done!!” a dream, message, or vision of him would come through saying there was more of an adventure with him still to come. I questioned my sanity (as anyone who gets messages tells you) lol. I also questioned the validity and accuracy of the messages for everything on the physical world pointed to the fact that we were done. I wasn’t speaking to him, he hadn’t contact me. I thought to myself, “Angie be logical, he doesn’t care, you are acting like a delusional school girl, and it’s done.” Than BAM a message from my Guides (even when I didn’t ask for it) of him would come like clock work…further adding to the perceived torturness of the situation. As much as I cared for him, my ego wanted it to be done to stop the perceived pain for to be in this energetic ‘nothingness’ was a pain that I hadn’t experienced before, a hurt echoed in my soul.
Further messages came to me. What I was feeling was being separate from my twin flame/twin soul. It is basically a soul dividing into two separate individuals, two halves of the same soul. Usually this union, when it is reunited on the physical plane is not easy because of the intensities of emotions that are felt. Also, being of the same soul, you can ‘feel’ one another when you are open to it because you are the same soul. These feelings sometimes cause one to run from the situation because it is hard to bear the feelings of the other, especially when the one that is ‘running’ is going through their own hurts in their life. The partner mirrors to them aspects of themselves that are hard for them to face so they feel overwhelmed (usually unconscious that this is even occurring) and sometimes run. This is momentarily however because whatever plays out on the physical level, in the spirit souls reunite as one.
It has been a bumpy road full of emotions, and tests of my spirit to really understand, beyond the mind level, what unconditional love and to feel it no matter what the conditions. The tug of war between my ego and the tender guidance of the higher self continues. He and I have spoken and seen each other again, and then lapsed into periods of non contact, and then speaking to one another again. I have decided to be as much as I can consciously be in unconditional love with him. I love him for who he is, his true nature, for the blessing of this gift he has brought me, for the essence of his being. I truly see his soul for the beautiful tenderness that it IS. I see beyond these conditions of not being together with him right now and LOVE him beyond expectations. I see him, his real authentic self, his higher self. I intuitively feel that we will be together when our souls are aligned in this lifetime. In the meantime, before our union once again, I love regardless of the situations, beyond conditions, and beyond expectations. This is unconditional love, and for this lesson, I am grateful.
Eureka, I it's Enlightenment time now...I figured it out :P The truth is, it is a process for as I sit here now pretty much brickless, open, vulnerable, and loving, I am still a bit afraid. I still fear at times because the mind still perceives pain, he is missed and that causes hurt. I still feel his pain; I still feel the separation of not being together right now in a relational sense. Now I choose compassion and love for him regardless of who and what role he plays in my life. What I now do is shift my perspective to the truth…I shift my energy and attention to unconditional love. I continue to blast love and healing light to my heart walls and his bricks around his, in order to melt the pain that has accumulated by expectations and past experiences. I blast the love so we can both be walless, in our true unconditional loving state, until the moment when we are both ready to return to our souls in union in this lifetime: from two halves to one.
May you all remember our unconditional loving state.
May my soul touch yours in our true unified brilliance.
Breaking Down the Heart Walls and Living by the Heart
"There's a whisper amongst the shadows:
The tides are a changing...
The perfection has been seen through the chaos.
The game has been flipped.
The seriousness has been lightened.
The truth has been felt.
There is nothing to fear." ~ Angie Mammoliti
Bring peace to the heart with the memories of love, with the fondness of appreciation. Seek not to sooth the wounds, for soothing is not serving. Be in that feeling and taste its depth. Release the toxins and do not hold onto the pains for pain poisons the soul. The walls around the heart are forged brick by brick with each repressed emotion.
Break through these bricks by primarily making it visible...shine your light on it. Once the forged bricks are illuminated by your light, you are able to break through the walls with your love. Love the bricks for they served you well, your ego did its job in protecting you. Now it's time to not just live life by being 'careful', it's time for just BEING. Being you, in all its layers, authenticity, free of your heart walls. It does not serve to hide behind a wall that you created.
It's time to shine by being open, walless, completely naked. Yes, that causes one to be vulnerable, but that is true living, for to love without self created restrictions is a life truly lived. These walls are self created prisons. Free yourself from your cell. You have the key to unlock yourself...and the golden key is trusting that love is the only way.
~ Angie Mammoliti
We Are Connected
We are under an illusion that the strings of love have been severed. Sometimes all it takes is a shift in perspective to view those strings from another angle in order to see the truth...that the strings were never severed, it was a delusion of the mind. The strings of love have always been connected, for they never broke. We are all connected to each other through our strings, in a beautiful symphony of love. We sometimes forget this truth when we look at ourselves as a separate instrument.
Next time your deafened by the silence of your own violin, pick it up and remember that you are a beautiful tone, in the orchestra of souls. I still hear you. Question is, do you hear yourself? Do you see yourself as separate from the band? The band would not be complete without your instrument for you are the band. We are all One. Rock on my beautiful strings :)
~ Angie Mammoliti